aggravated
04.18.08 (9:36 pm) [edit]aite so ever have a day where things arent just going rite.. not at work, not w/ ur other half..or opposite sex... plus at home.. its like u cant get a break.. well i am having one of those damn days... and i am not very happy.. its like i didnt do anything w/ i end up dealing w/ the after math..just not right.. oh and what is up w/ ppl inviting other ppl over ur house ..and u not having a clue.. how rude.. u want to tell someone else.. tell the person whose house ur inviting them too.. u know.. like umm what the heck.. ok so i am trying to minimize the amount of times i curse.. so a friend of mine is helping stop.. he charges me a $1 for everytime i curse.. in any language..lol.. so now he got my sis charging me a $1 .. so god decides to test me.. and puts me in a situation where im beyond pissed and aggravated.. so naturally i start swearing .. my sis said she wouldnt tell him cuz the situation was what made me mad and swear.. but in the end i told him b/c what good is it if i am lying.. and cheating myself and him.. u kno.. so anyways.. i am mad aggravated ... controlling a temper is not fun..lol anyways soorry to bog u guys down..
moving too fast?
04.16.08 (6:18 pm) [edit]so how do u know its moving too fast?? relationships... sometimes u think its perfect but is it??? sometimes its easier to run thaan deal w/ confronting issues of moving too fast.. or other stuff... i dunno.. i know its too soon but yet it feels right... last time this happended i ended up with the short end of the stick ...i am not sure if i wanna go through that mess again.. dunnooo
random thoughts
04.14.08 (6:34 pm) [edit]Hey There, Whats up? so like today was a crappy day ..my allergies are taking its toll on me and i am soo not a happy camper.. i wish i felt 10x better.. lol who doesnt right anyway, i have been away from blogging for a while and am getting back into it thanks to one of my best friends.. i am hoping this helps release some of the stress and anxiety that has been building up.. damn i am soo hungry but i cant get my self too eat..sucks.. aite thats all for today :) bye