Over reacting????

Over reacting????

05.08.08 (9:06 pm)   [edit]
hey .. so yesterday i had drama... and today its alot better.. things are better.. i guess i needed to get over the argument ... so let me tell u about the argument ... on my way home from work yesterday, i am talking to him and we got into an argument b/c i mentioned i sent him something... this boy blew up at me like it was no body's business.. he was shouting at me and for what ever reason, i started to cry.. when i got home i got off the phone and got in the house and had a snack be4 i ate.. i txted him apologizing b/c my intentions were to upset him..it was to put a smile on his face.. had i known this would have happend i wouldnt have sent it.. and then i told him not worry abt it b/c i wont be sending him something ever again... (we are both indian and i come from a stricter family than he does .. mind u the whole time he talks abt how his parents are open and what not... hey i am not stupid i know i cant send him something that would have his parents wondering whats up) so anyway.. after i ate i called him back .. he apologized for yelling at me.. but at this point i was soo upset i was crying...(normally i wouldnt cry.. i would fight back and argue and get mad.. i am not the one to cry ) so now he feels like shit..he apologizes and explains to me that he over reacted and shouldnt have blown up at me ... and so forth.. we got off the phone.. i txted him later on and told him to lose my # b/c i dont wanna talk to him anymore .. so then we are on the phone again .. talking abt stuff.. he felt shit ..or atleast he sounded like he felt that way ... so we talk abt it.. and i am not really sure at this point if i want to continue to get to know him.. i have been burned be4 and really don't feel like getting burned again... so i told him i need some time to think about it.. turns out he blew up at me b/c he was mad at his mom.. we talked things out but i still wasnt too sure abt what i wanted to do .. so i kept talking to him last nite and today but kept my distance.. after few emails back and forth w. one of my best friends.. i was advised i need to put this past me ... the more i thought about it the more i realized maybe we both over reacted.. him on his part and me by telling him i no longer wanted to talk to him... he does make me laugh.. and i know he feels the same way i do.. i guess sometimes u need to pick ur battles.. and this is not one i want to throw away something good for.. so today we worked out our issue and we are better.. so this was what happened yesterday..... i am actually going away this weekend to think about things... him and work.. oh as far as work goes... i am looking for another job.. applied to couple of places.. lets see what happens...