"Dr Ruth"
05.16.08 (9:05 pm) [edit]I havnt had a talk w/ dr. Ruth for a while.. so i finally got a chance to express my concerns and throw around some idea to my "Dr. Ruth" (i kno the REAL Dr. Ruth is a female ... but my "Dr. Ruth" is a male..lol) He did put a quite a spin on my thoughts.. yes, he is a bit bias b/c he wants me to end up w/ the best.. but again talking to him was like having a reality check.. not that i needed 2 in one week.. but sometimes its nice to have twice in one week.. i wanted his thoughts on current situations.. and boy did he give them to me..lol.. i love my grls.. and i respect their advice but i also like to get a guys perspective on whats going on to make sure i am not over reacting .. turns out everyone has pretty much the same thing to say ... GIVING ME A REALITY CHECK!! Thank you guys.. i love you for that .. i truly do .... So here is my question for you guys... how do u know if you like the person or the idea of a person?? how can you tell if your caught of in image or the idea rather than the actual person at hand?? The more i debate it the more i realize i am a shallow person and that it may be the idea i am running after... if you had asked me a month ago .. i would have said its the person..but lately.. due to recent events, i am leaning more towards the idea... i think when someone/ something comes along we get excited and go with it... when reality sets in ..we kick ourselves in the butt for getting caught up..... for example.. this guy i am talking to .. i was all about him then he blew up at me for sending a card to him.. after that .. it was like are you for real?? and right than the lil bubble i was living in popped.. and reality set in... that hello.. this is a "phone buddy" thats it .. and if he can yell at you for sending a card.. what else is he gonna yell at you for ?? i guess his sis in law was right when she said .. oh u have good intentions but it may back fire... i guess she was on the money on that one.. it did back fire.. and now i am wondering if it was a smart moving giving him another shot.... and now i am gonna take "Dr Ruth's" advice ... Get this .. the owners of my company is actually setting some one up so she can screw up and they can fire her.. how wrong is that?? makes me wonder if they gonna do that to me next.. since they already think i am gonna leave b/c of my non-existence wedding that is supposedly come up.... what makes me think i may be next is the fact my boss pulled me into his office yesterday and was like i was annoyed at you b/c u made a mistake .. first of all it's wasnt truly my fault.. if you look at it from a logical perspective it was his wife's fault b/c she wrote the policy not me.. but i guess he cant blame her since he sleeps w/ her.. anyways.. like they say .. tomorrow's another day and the sun will shine .. til then.. take care