Life.......

Life.......

05.29.08 (9:41 pm)   [edit]
Pastor Dave had posted a great blog on the movie signs the other day and it got me thinking about everything happening in my life ... i started to thinking about my current situation.... it's not that i am not grateful for everything... it's just that i feel like i am not living up to my potential .. then i start to think about how things have changed since end of Feb. If you had told me i would be in my current situation, i would have never believed you ... i would have laughed in your face and said YEAH RIGHT... but here i am... meeting potential husbands, looking for a new job.... i loved my job before i guess that was before i started to see people's true colors... now everyone questions me on being extremely quite at work.. and i usually say i am busy or not feeling well... i have learned to keep my mouth shut .. at least most of the time... now it's like i can't sit there and get through the day.... i never thought i would put my self up on a matrimonial website to find someone but here i am doing just that.... yes, the first guy talked to on there didnt work out ..but i am giving up hope.. talking to someone else now and he seems like a nice guy .. but i am staying grounded this time around... taking it nice and slow... back to experiences and signs ... it's funny how things happen and we refuse to see them as signs because of the way society is these days... Karma - my favorite word... what you do to others will be done to you by someone else... it's soo true... if you show someone kindness in their time of need... a shoulder will be there for you to cry on when you need it the most.. sometimes we touch people's lives and don't even know it. Sometimes a kind act towards someone could make their day better ... i know i appreciate it when someone holds the door open for me when they are leaving and i am entering .. its little acts like that, that make the world a better place...