06.15.08 (12:55 am)   [edit]
Hi everyone.. sorry i have been away for a bit.. a lot has happened.. it all started about 2 saturdays ago, i was in the midst of praying and i have a premonition that someone in our family had passed.. i didnt know what to make of it so i went about my day .. got my car serviced and the mechanic tells me i need some repair work done .. so i was a bit down b/c i just threw in about 500 couple months ago wasnt ready to throw some more in to the car.. so again .. i brush it off ..go home and tell my dad.. he decides that i should goo look at cars... i did .. i looked at a Subaru Legacy .. nice car .. we decided that we would go monday to purchase it ... well turns out destiny had something else in mind... Monday morning i found out my mother's father passed... so there goes the car ... after that it seems like down hill ... i was pretty busy for about a week w/ everyone coming and going to pay their respect, offer comfort to my mother.. i ended up escaping to my sisters house for a weekend.. which was nice b/c all i did was shop and get drunk..lol.. one thing is for sure .. never drink then go shopping... u may not like what u come back w/ when ur sober.. Last week was horrible at work.. i swear sometimes i feel like i am being set up to get fired .. at this point if they fire me i am going to collect unemployment and take a few months off... So today i have yet another premonition that something is wrong.. possibly another death .. but not sure .. so i guess i will have to wait and see ..